Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Best Teacher of ALL Time


Some ask me how I study the bible, and how I spend time with God, etc.  so I thought I’d take just a fresh example for you from yesterday morning.  I've been reading and dissecting Colossians and these few verses really have grabbed hold of me. Colossians 1:9,10. “..we have not stopped praying for you and asking God to fill you….” You see prayer is simply dialoguing with God.  When we do we indirectly prove our faith for we invest time in communicating with the one that we believe is greater than everything, that has insight greater than anyone else, the one who has power to lead, direct and even intervene.  Paul sure got this.  He prayed… he prayed a lot but with specific intention.  So I took this verse and began to pray it for myself. 
"God fill me with the knowledge of your will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding.  And I pray this in order that we may live a life WORTHY of the Lord and may PLEASE him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God….." (it goes on…) Col 1:9-12

I continue to ask HIM for his revelation… his wisdom and understanding for then we will indeed know HIS will.  THEN… we enter into a life that pleases our Lord in its fullness and is deemed worthy.  Wow… and in those two ways… 1. bearing much fruit… but also in 2. our knowledge of God.  This is key and hence why we continue to study God's word that together we would REALLY KNOW Him.  This doesn’t stop!  Are you kidding???  He is unsearchable and yet He will share more and more as we press in to KNOW and understand. The more He reveals … the more humble we become.  

So my prayer after reading those 2 verses was "Lord, I so want to PLEASE you… I really do… and live a WORTHY life… help me in those two ways: to bear much fruit in every good work and to also grow in my knowledge of you… please fill me with your wisdom and understanding.  Teach me… 

SO… Here's how He teaches me in a practical way the same day.  See the pic below:



This is IN KELOWNA!  Who knew??

I randomly heard about it but LOVE to explore new treasures and so needed to investigate it for myself.  It was pretty cool!   And all for free.

As I drove away I was thinking, “It’s amazing that Kelowna has these hidden gems and often residents who live here might not even know they existed?” 

THEN….
I could sense HIS revelation from my verse… Half of Kelowna doesn’t know this exists… “half of my own children don’t KNOW all that I am… GROW in the knowledge of who I am and I will show you more hidden gems you can dream or imagine.” 

I smiled as I drove away… for even if the world never knows about gems that exist of God and who is HE… I take a personal delight and pursuit in KNOWING all HE is and so much more!  That He will reveal more of Himself to me?!!  Little me…. Craziness.

Second part of the verse was the bearing fruit in every good work. 

He taught me a new found revelation in this as well… same day.  You see I say, “I know what that means…. I get it.. love, joy, peace, gentleness… etc.”  And I even think to myself in that time we get so caught up in heading to 3rd world countries, etc.. which are good… BUT every good work is all around us right here;  In front of my very nose… 24x7. 

So… Roger and I were on our way home driving by a busy intersection wondering if our daughter was sitting at the bus stop as she was headed to work?  Sure enough… she was.. but listening to her ipod didn’t see us.   We decided to stop and say “Hi”.

Roger of course wanted me to scare her from behind.  That’s not my style as I know my girls and it would freak them out too much.  SO I went up behind her and pushed myself really close to her as I tried to make room on the bench.  She looked over somewhat annoyed and shocked as to who was doing this but then a huge shocked and beaming smile spilling with laughter came out of both of us.  Roger drove around the block to give me a chance to chat with her without stopping traffic.  I rubbed her back a bit .. chatted and loved on her.  There was another teen girl standing beside us as well.  Roger pulled up and I jumped in and he yells “WE love you!!”  Well our daughter responses embarrassingly “Love you too” but with a smile… and It was then that the girl standing beside her broke out in such a tender but shocked smile that she couldn’t believe “Parents” were loving on their daughter like this.  I smiled so big back at her and she met my eyes with tenderness. 

As we drove home I could see so much more behind her eyes and wondered if I would see her again.  Then the revelation came… “In EVERY good work, bear fruit….”  IN something like just loving on our daughter God used this as a way to demonstrate HIS love through us to a bystander.  It was powerful.  Not just any bystander but one that God wanted to touch…

“You see Carrie, I will reveal my goodness and love through ways that you won’t even dream of… just be obedient to love and apply it as it prompts you to action.”  Hmmmm… wow…

You see evangelism isn’t some big mathematical equation or even a science… it is most powerful when it flows naturally out of the love that God has poured into each of us individually.  Just let it spill out even in the little things.  God will take care of influencing those that we don’t even know.  He often uses the ones we think aren’t watching or listening. 

I LOVE the way my TEACHER teaches me.  Can I encourage you that there is no teacher like Him.  Get into His word… not quantity based but rather quality.  Meditate on a couple verses.  How can you be taught if you’re not reading HIS words.  Then ASK Him.. yes TALK to Him… “Lord will you give me your wisdom in this.  Help me to understand.”

Then as you go throughout the day and you have quiet moments… listen to that voice.  The revelation that comes to your heart and mind as if you are seeing through NEW eyes.. wow… yes.. “I never saw that before”.  Hmmmmm…

My desire is to please Him… and yet I find myself getting more pleasure out of the things He shows me.  It’s CRAZY how He does that!!  He will always be one up on us.. or a billion!  :)

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

A Forgotten Father


I’m writing this out of a holy anger, to be honest.  I promise you it will end with a gentle adoration but this one was burning in me this morning and hence I must write. 

Sunday was Father’s Day.   What a glorious time I had on a mountain first thing thanking, praising, adoring our Great Father.  Seriously.  As we dialogued my heart became flooded with several different verses that are little gems strategically placed all through out God’s word that showcase His fatherly ways.  (In my own studies I keep little books that allow me to gather certain characteristics all together… yes… not done with google or technology but a deep meditation in heart and mind that becomes more powerful to parallel “thoughts” throughout scripture rather than just a “word” search.) 

As I’m marveling and reflecting on these thoughts I begin to find myself creating my “Father’s Day” sermon for a day TBD by the Lord.  :)   Anyways..I’m just baffled as I continue to think on these thoughts and then HE opens my mind to a whole new revelation as I think through both Old to New Testaments and the Father aspect… and to be honest I just want to shout it from my mountain top!! It’s so exciting I can’t wait to get back to my bible and unpack it with more scriptures.

We have a great time together and I remind Him so tenderly that I can’t wait to see Him one day and that I want the world to know how proud of my daddy that I want to sound like Him, to follow His ways and reflect Him as much as I can… even though daily I miss chances.. or falter … or just simply fall on my face… He always seems to be right there to pick me up. 

My mind begins to wander at how messed up our ideas of what a father has become in our human race… all based on our own perceptions and upbringings, etc.  And yet our race is sinful and fallen and hence doomed to have a jaded picture, but God the ultimate  Father desires to redeem it in each of us to what it is still so beautifully and perfectly intended to be.

As I think on this I realize…wow… we ALL… so desperately need to really come back to the ONE true Father of all time and let him personally and intimately love us…. Unconditionally…. extravagantly… overwhelmingly…. And yet still inspire us in HIS AWESOMENESS that it becomes our joy to fear this Authority which protects us and we have this privilege to call Him… Father??? No… better than that… in deep relationship … we are encouraged to call Him “Abba Father”  Dad???  Oh my… how great a mystery this all is….  I am smitten my heart rejoices at the thought of what wondrous messages could be delivered in so many churches that morning of the greatest Father of all time….

Sigh… here’s where my holy discontent comes in … I downloaded a few sermons this morning to listen to them, some with excitement knowing the speaker had been brought in especially for Father’s Day.  Don’t get me wrong; they were good communicators, funny and shared some good ideas to being a good father… BUT .. I found myself silencing the sermon to say, “Lord, I’m sorry.”  Really.  Very sincerely.  Not pointing fingers but genuinely accountable that we sure missed a great opportunity to show you off in a SPACE you OWN And LOVE … Fatherhood. 

This is why my heart is so burdened.  You see if we go back to the Source and truly begin to grasp and understand who God is as a Father, and allow Him to love us in this regard, it is here that the Holy Spirit in us begins to enable and teach us how to be good Fathers and/or appreciate/support more the ones we have. 

We can have a whole list of things that make a great father and try religiously even to follow them, but I want to suggest we be inspired by our own TRUE Heavenly Father, based on the promises we have before us and then let HIS own Spirit in and through us draw us to Him in love and adoration.

It is only through the power of His word and HIS Spirit that this change shall ever manifest itself. 

You know who really got this “Father” thing… Jesus.   Hmmm.. Yes Jesus.  Everytime he begins dialogue with God it’s “Father….”   Every time.. Take a look.  Even the teachings he gives on prayer are demonstrated with the picture of a father and a child.  (Mat 7:9-11)  His ultimate submission comes at desiring to do His Father’s will.  Again.. wow… what love.  I must stop… or I will be doing a sermon… print style.. :)

So….To you Oh Great Father…
YES.. to the One who carries us as a father carries his children (Deut 1:31), the Father who grabs our arms and teaches us how to walk, (Hosea 11:3) the Dad who takes such delight in us He sings about us(Zeph 3:20) the Father who whispers in our ears “this is the way, child.  Go ahead.. walk in it.”  (Is 30:21)  the same Father who assures us He’s got our back, by himself being our “Read Guard”  (Is 58:8)  Yes the Father that has everything and leaves it, including dignity of posture by RUNNING to us… wretched…poor… selfish children … why… because He LOVES us.  (Luke 15) 

Oh Father… the more I grasp the more overwhelmed I become.  (Eph  3:17-19)  You are THE FATHER…. OUR FATHER…. From ancient of Days you are…. Hallowed be your name… FATHER….

None other is worthy of boasting.

Daddy’s Little but Proud Girl,

C